Breaking my SILENCE. Im a victim

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Dati, marami akong natatanggap na reklamo ng mga pambababoy sa friendster kaso dahil wala namang batas para don, i was not able to help them. But now, I know how it feels.

For the longest time, I remained silent about this false friendster account made by someone whom I'm not sure if I know personally or just a fan who had a huge admiration on my pictures and used it as if it was really my own account.

It could be a compliment in a way, I’m a picture addict so I love posting my pictures and at least someone paid attention on it.

The thing is, that person labeled my pictures as someone like who flirts with married men...stuff like that, worst-- that I am pregnant.

I have silenced myself because I know it's really not worth wasting my time. And that person finds happiness when someone feels upset of what he/she does.

I'm just worried that my mom might get upset especially now that the false account can easily be access by my old friends in my hometown. So I feel, I need to clarify things for once.

First, I have a decent job; my real friends would know that--those who always keep in touch, those who are real to me.

Second, Im not pregnant. And ifI am, maybe I'm conceived by the power of the Holy Spirit. (Parang nang-aasar lang talaga yung gumawa nun, wala na nga lovelife na malapit..buntis pa ko... hay)and if I were, why would I hide it? I was raised in a very healthy and free environment. My mom and my sisters never failed to remind me the importance of thinking what can make me happy instead of prioritizing what people will think of me.

Kung may baby man ako ngayon, thanks to ate Magi for her daughter Bianca and to Ate Zen for Alyssa.

And lastly, I used to work in Draw the Line, a show that helps the wives and women being beaten by assholes. I have seen the pain that wives feel when they are being cheated so I don't have and will never have the courage to destroy a family.

I was never raised to need men especially the married men. Kahit si Paquiao pa ang i-offer sa akin, Im definitely ok with what I have.

And to my friends.. the real ones, you know what and who I really am.

Nakakatawa lang kasi nilabel pa nung taong yun ang picture ng kapatid kong lalaki at picture ko na magboyfriend.

Hay, hindi pa nga ako sumisikat may naninira na agad.

Friendster, kilos kilos..ngayon pa't binigyan na ko ng GO signal ng boss ko para gawin tong article sa website namin. Napipikon na talaga ako.