PAIN...huhu!

Monday, January 19, 2009

"PAIN"

by: juyjuy
Ever felt something hurting inside..something unexplainable?
Something like indescribable pain.. and the root is unknown.

Did you ever feel your heart bleeding before someone?
Ever cried like a wolf crying out for help and no one heard it?

Was there a time you feel like breaking apart..
More than how sand castle could ever shatter back to the shore?

have you ever gave your heart
but nobody wants to take it..
and worst, that someone hasn't touched it,
yet it turned fragmented.

have you ever been pushed away
by the only person you wanted to stay close?
have you ever been asked to stop loving
and it feels like asking you to stop living?
have you ever looked into someone's eyes
but that someone never look at you that way..
do you know how it feels?
it's like tearing apart.
agonizing..
aching from within.
self-contained
isolated
it's called PAIN.

Matagal ko nang naisulat tong tula na to, kaninang umaga lang.. echoz! Mga months na rin... OO, kahit bakla ako may karapatan din ako magsenti paminsan minsan. Dati kasi feeling ko ini-isnab lang ang beauty ko. ganyan ako mag-emote, nag-eenglish at sisiguraduhin kong aamuhin mo ko or else, magnonosebleed ka sa ma sasabihin ko. hehe...Pero seriously, ang pinakamalupet na pain eh yung self-contained. Yung ni walang nakakaalam na may internal bleeding ka na pala tapos makikikape na lang sila sa burol mo. (kapal noh?)

I'm actually in pain right now. But one thing's for sure, not like the pain in the poem I made. Iba yung level nito, yung tula kasi pain na dinulot sa isang unrecognized love... yung akin ngayon...hay, Grabe yung lungkot ko, sana makasama ko na ang taong mahal ko. Maligayng valentine's day, sana may pang-date kayo!!!tseh!!!! hehe..bitter.
echoz lang!