Thursday, February 26, 2009
And I blog again.YES!
I've been busy at work lately and will continue being busy for the following days. I plurked this day : "I hate myself". Some friends reacted, so am I. I think this is the first time I told myself "I hate you".
My sister used to call me 'nars' as in narcisist, simply because they always hear me say "I love myself" and because I love posting pictures of myself on my social networking sites. But I know my sister doesn't go beyond that reason. She knows how much I love them and how I just love them unconditionally.
But yes, I love myself. I always say that. I have all the reasons to say so. I'm always thankful for what I am capable of. But at one point in our lives, there's this phase that we have to accept what we're not capable of. But that's not the main reason why I hate myself this day. It's because I know that I am not helping myself. I wish I could be more than yesterday. I tend to get stuck in mediocrity. And I hate it.
And the first step to move forward is to assess and accept who I am today. Then do something out of it. The room for improvement is always open, I just have to enter it.
But yes, like what my mom and my other half always tell me. Never hate yourself. I owe myself an apology. I should have said, "I hate what I did today". And yes Joy, I miss you. You should regain back who you used to be when you were determined to reach your goals. And yes, I love you.
Believe in yourself. you can do it.
I've been busy at work lately and will continue being busy for the following days. I plurked this day : "I hate myself". Some friends reacted, so am I. I think this is the first time I told myself "I hate you".
My sister used to call me 'nars' as in narcisist, simply because they always hear me say "I love myself" and because I love posting pictures of myself on my social networking sites. But I know my sister doesn't go beyond that reason. She knows how much I love them and how I just love them unconditionally.
But yes, I love myself. I always say that. I have all the reasons to say so. I'm always thankful for what I am capable of. But at one point in our lives, there's this phase that we have to accept what we're not capable of. But that's not the main reason why I hate myself this day. It's because I know that I am not helping myself. I wish I could be more than yesterday. I tend to get stuck in mediocrity. And I hate it.
And the first step to move forward is to assess and accept who I am today. Then do something out of it. The room for improvement is always open, I just have to enter it.
But yes, like what my mom and my other half always tell me. Never hate yourself. I owe myself an apology. I should have said, "I hate what I did today". And yes Joy, I miss you. You should regain back who you used to be when you were determined to reach your goals. And yes, I love you.
Believe in yourself. you can do it.
7 mga NALERKEY:
Nice entry Juyjuy, this is a feel good read. Tama yan, bawal amgself pity at magalit sa sarili. There are always rooms for mistakes and learning moments!
wow Juy! sapol ako dito...thnks sa enlightening post mo...tc
lam mo noong nkaraan d ako maka koment ngayon ok na ulit kya sinsamantala ko...lol tc
salamat sa mga comment nyo chyng at darkhorse.
just the same, naenlighten din ako. minsan kasi ang hirap tanggapin sa sarili ng mga weakness but we have to do something about it, hindi tanggap lang ng tanggap and im working on it.
I love your post. It's humbling and it's true.
Lahat naman tayo dumadaan sa isang araw kung saan sumasadsad sa lupa ang ating self-confidence.
Fortunately, we can always better our situation. We can always change.
I believe you can do it.
thanks nebz!
Juy mabagal mag open yun blog mo...kpag malaki cguro yun video file? tc
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